I guess the reason it has bothered me so is because of where I've been... At least that is what I've come to assume. I don't really know... and I know at times I am guilty of the other. But I'm here wishing with every ounce of me that I could just slow things down. That I could find a way to hold on to each moment that passes. That I could find some magic
I know he's here (Anderson, that is) for the same purpose I am.. to further the Kingdom. I am enjoying each stage of his development and truly love watching him learn, but I have this dilemma of the heart. Each time he learns something, he becomes more independent of me. He needs me less and I want him more. For nine months it was up to God and me to sustain his little life. I understand that he's only six months old and we're far from moving into the dorms, but I see it happening in my mind's eye and it is too quick. I miss him already.
Children are a heritage from the Lord,
offspring a reward from Him.